From fear to grief
For a long time, we didn’t know what made us being many. Nothing made sense, something hurt, I am not alone in my head. This a scary and painful situation and it doesn’t go away. For years and years we…
OneOrMore
Our story, beautifully told in OneOrMore ways
OneOrMore
Our story, beautifully told in OneOrMore ways
Month January 2022
Dreading the day to come
The alarm rings. The bed is warm. The day about to start. Just a moment longer I pretend the day will be okay. But deep inside I know the truth. What may the day bring? More pain? Some joy? How…
Missing pieces in the mirror
When you see yourself in the world – may it be in a word, a song, an image, a story, a glance, a touch – it is rarely all of you. It’s a piece, smaller or larger. Those pieces overlap,…
Tired thoughts
It feels good to be the best. Even if I believe myself worthless often enough. In those moments I expect of myself ever more. Blaming myself for not doing more, being more, knowing more. Expecting everyone to finally recognise, that…
A Journey
I started my journey with defiant confidence. A sense of endless possibilities. A young mind, ready to learn what ever would come it’s way. Determined and without doubt that what I was looking for could be done and I would…
In-between places
I’m standing at the window. Gazing out on a lonely street. What I think doesn’t seem to mean or matter. I will forget about it when life goes on. In this moment between time and space I wonder. Am I…
Not enough
Some days, it seems like there is not enough. Not enough strength to rescue all who need rescuing. Not enough care for those who need to be cared for. Not enough healing for all those in pain. Not enough love…
Uncertain thoughts
I’m trying to listen but all I can do is hear. I know the words, they from a sentence but yet they mean nothing to me. I know they once did – or maybe they didn’t and I just wouldn’t…
My little ones
I can hear their screams I can feel their pain Their longing breaks my heart Day after day Yet I can’t find them when I go looking I don’t know how to help them find peace Some days they seem…
The endless night
Do you know how eternity feels? Imagine a night, so dark You are not sure if your eyes are open The pain of world’s end coming to visit you Do you know now? Is it okay to wish for its…
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