The endless night

Do you know how eternity feels?
Imagine a night, so dark 
You are not sure if your eyes are open
The pain of world's end coming to visit you
Do you know now?

Is it okay to wish for its end?
Is life worth this suffering?
Others seem to think so - are they right?
If so, where did I take the wrong turn?
Why did I end up here?

Will I do myself a favor
If I go on?
Will I do the world a favor
If I go on?
Would either of us be worth it?