{"id":179,"date":"2022-01-25T15:15:52","date_gmt":"2022-01-25T15:15:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/?p=179"},"modified":"2022-01-25T15:15:53","modified_gmt":"2022-01-25T15:15:53","slug":"dreading-the-day-to-come","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/2022\/01\/25\/dreading-the-day-to-come\/","title":{"rendered":"Dreading the day to come"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The alarm rings. The bed is warm. The day about to start. Just a moment longer I pretend the day will be okay. But deep inside I know the truth. What may the day bring? More pain? Some joy? How big the temptation to stay. Not get up. Not face what might be too much &#8211; again&#8230; Be true to myself for a moment longer. True in a way the world doesn&#8217;t seem to have space for.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But life&#8217;s problems don&#8217;t solve themselves. Something is missing and it can&#8217;t be found in bed. So let&#8217;s go and look for it. Because giving up on looking might be giving up on life. And I haven&#8217;t quite reached that point. <\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The alarm rings. The bed is warm. The day about to start. Just a moment longer I pretend the day will be okay. But deep inside I know the truth. What may the day bring? More pain? Some joy? How big the temptation to stay. Not get up. Not face what might be too much [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-179","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-juno"],"blocksy_meta":{"styles_descriptor":{"styles":{"desktop":"","tablet":"","mobile":""},"google_fonts":[],"version":6}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=179"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":180,"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/179\/revisions\/180"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=179"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=179"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oneormore.net\/de\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=179"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}